In 1989, I was scouted by a criminal porn-gang at my summer job in H. Samuels Brent Cross by members of the gang who worked there and/or came in to make purchases with fake credit cards.
Once targeted, I was immediately groomed by a boy called Howard (the boyfriend model) who was hanging around Muswell Hill where we would go to parties and smoke pot and maybe do the odd acid tab.
We did not have money for expensive tastes but we liked to go out and dance.
Howard gave me ecstasy.
He suggested that we (me and all my female teenage friends) all go to the Camden Palace one Monday night, the rave night; it was only £5 to get in.
Curiously, one of my colleagues at H. Samuels had also suggested the same, he went every Monday, he said.
So we all went to the Camden Palace and this is where I first met Winston May; Jamaican rape-gang pimp, pornographer, and pervert contracting for British criminal porn-gangs.
All my friends will remember that night to some extent.
My colleague from H. Samuels was indeed there too.
I won’t labour this because it’s all in my police statement I gave to the Met in 2015, (which they were all reading cos they’d hacked me for a very long time - they may have well published it on Denia.com so many people in Dénia had details of it).
Howard then made a date with me for the following Friday at the Arena in Green Lanes; a den of gangsters, pimps, whores, and drug-dealers.
I was a tiny 16-year old girl totally out of my mind.
I had no idea what was happening to me, that I was being groomed into something despicable.
Howard handed me over (I knew he was paid for it, he might have even told me) to Winston May that night and a period of about two-months where I was repeatedly drugged, sedated, gang-raped and filmed for porn without my knowledge.
From that moment, I had a PTSD that lasted 35 years.
Anyway, they don’t sedate and rape continuously, they have to pretend to be a little normal I guess.
And we would talk.
One evening he told me that him and his accomplice Nicky had recently been to Spain, by the sea.
He described an apartment with a balcony, and a long white sandy beach.
Who thinks it might be Las Marinas?
Were they over there for a training course? Sedating women and children 101?
Did they make an industrial-scale repeat-prescription for the sedating drugs/herb; whatever it is that they use which, frankly, given this has been going on for so long it amazes me it’s not common knowledge and class A.
But then, boys will be boys, isn’t it.
I wasn’t imagining that warehouse in Pedreguer, was I.
Nicky was Winston May’s accomplice; a large, some might say fat, blond, 18-year old woman living in Catford.
I first saw her at the Arena.
She was scary, I didn’t like her, and she always had a lot of young girls around her.
It turned out she was a bonafide Soho prostitute, and pimp.
I didn’t even know what those things were at the time!
This, again, is all in my statement to the Met so I’m not going to go into it.
The interesting thing about Nicky, is, wait for it, I think she might head up one of those disgraceful sex-work-is-work organizations in the UK, like the national league of prostitutes, or something, you’ll know exactly what organization I’m talking about.
One of those organizations that the woke support but the dwindling sane amongst us know are working for big porn.
I saw the woman who heads up the national union of prostitutes, called Nicky, online a few years ago, and I wondered about her then.
I believe the criminal gangs research the families of victims to see if there are any potential perverts in the family that might buy the porn of their daughters, then be targets for something themselves of course.
Once they find one, hanging around Soho maybe, all they have to do is reach out, the way they do…
Or, the Soho women know the fathers prior to scouting the daughters.
Who knows.
They’re so lost in their hellscape, nothing would surprise me.
Criminal porn-gangs know that anyone experiencing sexual violence and remaining unhealed from it has no personal boundaries; that’s typically how they phish for online victims using their manipulation tech.
Is this why I remained on the database from 1989, as it were, and then when I got rich….