June 2025

Murdered by the gypsies in Madrid

• I meet a man whose mother was likely murdered by gypsies in Madrid for her jewels.
• They set it up like she had commit suicide and there was no investigation.
• I tell him I’m doing it all for her too.

St Michael’s church Minehead

• The organist.
• The candle.
• The hymn.

• TODO:

Snout or world-saving lucky-frog-missus

• After a long time, I randomly do a google search on 1frgvn x on my mobile.
• I see the following sole X reference as a result:

• This was a profile message from late 2023 or early 2024.
• There is very little else in results.
• Two days later, and this result is gone.

My dad’s a “legend”

• I take my dad to a gig where he plays piano.
• He’s unstable on his feet.
• As he’s getting up onto the stage, a man who looks a bit wild runs up to us.
• You’re a legend, he tells my dad repeatedly.
• I think, at the time, it’s because my dad is so frail yet still out and about doing his hobbies, except this wild man keeps looking at me in a strange way, snickering.
• I now think the man, like millions more, had seen the incest porn and was referring to my dad being a “porn legend”…
• I wonder how famous he actually is in porn…?
• Pretty famous, I expect.

Jan Lovell blanks me at East Finchley library

• Who’s told her I’m going to be there.
• Who told her to glare at me angrily and blank me when I mention my emails.
• Adams?
• Probably… little Lucyfer Adams was so desperate to meet me in January/February, and was so excited about showing me her new “girlfriend” who had put plastic down in front of a full length mirror beside a bed and was clearly about to self-harm for porn (I guess Lucy manipulating it all the way)… maybe even kill herself for the porn, who knows.
• Nice lot.
• Aren’t they.