September 2022

Omens in the Pyrenees

• I’m staying in Cauterets, a small town near Lourdes in the Pyrenees.
• It’s close to the high mountains and I go for long hikes whenever I can.
• From the town, you can see a mountain with some finger-like shapes pointing to the sky.
• When I’m back in my room I start to think about the rave music from 1989, and I listen to it on YouTube.
• I tweet about curious events during this time.
• On one trip particular trip early in the month, a crow is unusually vocal. Some might say this was a warning.

• Later in the month, I post something which also appears to be premonitory.

A stalker from Dénia in Cauterets?

• For the last week of my stay, I bump into a couple regularly on the hiking paths and in the town.
• They are often running the mountain trail around Cauterets at the same time I walk it.
• There is nothing unusual about them except I’m drawn to the man’s face, I recognize it somehow.
• I think he must be a film or TV star, and that’s why I know him.
• He has a very distinctive look.
• I will see the same man at the choir concert in December and do a double-take.
• At that time, he is with his son who is studying the double bass at the conservatory.
• Again, I think I must have seen him in a film or on TV and that’s how I recognize him.
• I will see the man yet again at the conservatory’s online meeting in September 2023 led by Paqui Fornet.
• He is sitting with Katia and doesn’t participate in the meeting but is yet visible to everyone as if he is her husband and they’re sat at home.
• Is it possible this man had already been in my apartment without my knowledge, and that’s how I know him?
• Is it possible that the sedating and raping had started long before my conservatory studies began, and parents of students at the music school were invited to take part?
• I would recognize this man in an instant.

Threatening tweets

• An example of some threatening tweets I mentioned in a previous chapter, now deleted by the author.

Classes start at the conservatory

• I commence the year 3 professional piano studies at the conservatory of Dénia.
• The organized stalking begins, although I won’t know the horrible extent of it for another 18 months when I begin to seriously fear for my life.

Context around gang stalkers ultimate goals

• The reader should know that the teachers and staff at the conservatory of Dénia, my English expat friends, and persons at that time unknown, had been planning an exaggerated and vicious gang stalking situation with me as target and, although I was aware that something evil was going on, I was completely unaware of the extent of it and how many people were involved until March 2024, 18 months away.
• Everything I describe with regards to the actions and behavior of the staff and teachers at the conservatory of Dénia therefore is part of a carefully choreographed deceit, managed and directed by Domingo Lopez and his associates, which include the trumpet teacher who was calling himself Vidal Sastre Sanchez Hornero - the name in the Generalitat Valenciana systems - Domingo’s family members including his sister Carmen, and other NPCs such as Paqui Fornet Pastor and Maria Hontanilla, all teachers and staff at the conservatory, and eventually the whole town of Dénia.
• It is not clear whether all the staff and teachers at the conservatory were aware of the full implications of what was happening with regards to online criminal sexual exploitation, spy-cam and rape-gang porn, or whether they just assumed I was just another vulnerable woman being bullied, and this was a normal occurrence and rather enjoyable to them, rather like the bullfighting but with vulnerable humans as victim.
• The question is, did teachers, staff, and students at the conservatory, and my English expat friends like Patricia and Christine, know about the underlying plot running parallel to the gang-stalking which was sexual grooming, clandestine medicating/spiking with aphrodisiac substances in class and elsewhere, porn gathered from cyber-stalking/hacking/voyeurism, poisoning with methanol and/or pesticides with the intent to cause me serious injury, and maybe kill me, and who knows what else.
• In retrospect, it seems highly likely that everyone, including students, would know the full implications for targets which I assume have always been female.
• Given that everyone knew I was suicidally depressed at that time, either because I shared the information with them personally (Christine BJ and Maria Hontanilla who I had trusted), or because they had been reading my Twitter activity from very early on, one must assume that an attack like this would have as its main intention my suicide or a total nervous breakdown.
• Given the efficiency and skill of the attack, and its elaborate nature, one must ask how many local suicides may be explained by gang stalking and I cannot help wonder what led Lorraine Blackbourn to kill herself, a mother of three with a successful local business.
• Given the significant resources put into terrorizing me, not least the use of costly technological systems used for clandestine surveillance, cyber-stalking, and mass voyeurism, we have to assume that certain people were making a lot of money from the attack on my person.
• That certain NPCs seemed to benefit financially, or talk about possible financial or personal benefits to themselves, adds more credence to the previous point.
• It is clear, however, that whatever horrible ending my persecutors planned for me did not work out, again and again, and so they had to rethink and adjust their conspiracy, over and over, until it got to the stage where I genuinely feared for my life, in March 2024, and I felt I had no option but to leave my studies at the conservatory.

Matriculation and classes

• Some documentation regarding my application and sign up for studies.
• Piano teacher preference document.
• List of students in year 3 for harmony and choir and other classes.

Piano

• My teacher is Maria Hontanilla Alfonso.
• Mercedes is her student also. This doesn’t make sense because Mercedes was in the first year in 2015-16, which means she should have finished her studies two years previously.
• It’s even more curious given that Mercedes has clearly done no practice in 6 years.
• Whenever I go to class, Mercedes is finishing her class and I wait 20/30 minutes while she eats into my class time (because she was late) before she finishes.
• Then Mercedes spends 10/15/20 minutes talking to Maria before she actually leaves.
• Sometimes I’m left with just 10 minutes of class.
• This is a weekly occurrence.
• I’m unable to stay later as I’m working and my hours aren’t flexible.
• It feels purposeful but I don’t complain.
• I feel like complaining will make them feel justified about something.

Miguel Angel her husband

• I ask how Miguel Angel is doing.
• She says oh he’s very bad, he’s all yellow and losing his hair, she tells me.
• She says he can hardly speak now.
• I expected her to tell me he had passed away or recovered.
• I did not think people lingered for years with lung cancer, just deteriorating.
• I’m now worried about the true fate of Miguel Angel.

Harmony

• The teacher is Adrià Gil Boronat, an erratic and extremely nervous man in his fifties.
• One of my classmates is Samuel Viciano Herranz, a man in his late 20s who has near perfect English. He is Domingo’s student.

Samuel’s girlfriend

• Samuel’s girlfriend is Venezuelan; an outsider.
• She works at the English House.
• This is, interestingly enough, run by the same woman who noticed my freshly mud-packed face in 2015 which seemed to me like she had seen me, except I had been in my flat in private.
• Samuel creates tension between myself and his girlfriend by telling her something that upsets her about me.
• I notice this at the choir concert in December where she is very obviously not happy with me.

• Samuel lives with his parents in suicide tower, Dénia. I wonder about this now.
• Samuel had been studying singing at the Javea conservatory but moved to study piano in Dénia instead. It’s not clear why. He doesn’t have a good reason for it and his singing voice is amazing.
• Samuel makes a huge effort to help me throughout this year with translation and explaining things the fast-speaking teacher says. He walks home with me a little way after every class.
• After the end of the course, in June 2023, Samuel rarely speaks to me at all and never walks with me.
• Samuel tells me he used to be a student of Lorraine Blackbourn. I cry when he tells me this and have to leave the room. This is not like me normally.
• Samuel was around Lorraine regularly at the time she killed herself; I believe he said he was taking classes at her academy when she died.
• I asked him what happened. He mumbled something incomprehensible about how she had been anxious at the time.
• I said didn’t anyone notice anything, and try to help?
• He didn’t reply.
• I wonder if Samuel was implicated in gang-stalking Lorraine Blackbourn around the time of her death, in the same way he is implicated in gang-stalking me on request from Domingo.
• Samuel will say things to me that seem to be part of the online and offline stalking; storm in a teacup, dark horse, slush puppy.
• He also uses an email address which is the name of a porn network.
• Elvira is also in this class. She is a minor child and she is Domingo’s student also.
• Elvira has a sister, Lucía, in the year above who is also Domingo’s student.
• Now and then, Samuel, Domingo, Elvira and Lucía will go out in the evenings together, just those four.
• Samuel avoids telling me where they’re going when I ask.
• Samuel talks about Elvira as if he knows her intimately.
• I tell him I think Elvira is a really sensible young girl, and he disagrees strongly.
• “No, no, you’re very wrong. She’s very erratic”, he tells me.
• I wonder if I am right about her, and he is also right, but he is right because of drugging and sedating which might make anyone become erratic, at a minimum.

Elvira and Lucía

• Elvira and Lucía have moved to Dénia from Madrid.
• They live with their mother who is very rich and possibly a widow or divorced.
• Domingo is often seen alone with Elvira and Lucía in the town.
• Domingo is alone with them a lot and will have had unfettered access to their mobiles as he does with all his students.
• At some point, Samuel informs me that the girl’s mother is buying a Steinway piano.
• I am concerned about the safety of these little girls.

Sara

• A girl called Sara attends classes this year, but she does not return for year 4.
• She looks a lot like (one of) the trumpet teachers (Mark) and I eventually wonder if she could be a daughter, or a close family member, sent to report back on the unconsenting British sedated rape porn star.

A curious irony

• The harmony teacher minds me of Gene Hackman and I start thinking about the film, The Conversation, where Gene Hackman is recording and eavesdropping on a conversation between lovers.

• I start thinking of the piano music from that film.
• I find the sheet music online and practice it often at the conservatory.

The harmony teacher’s state of mind

• I start to wonder if Adria was being drugged too.
• He was really very disordered, in thought and word.
• Samuel complained he didn’t like him, and made faces at him when he said certain things, and obviously found him to be a distasteful human somewhat beneath him.
• Whenever I asked Samuel what Adria had said to make him feel this way, he brushed it off.

Choir

• The teacher is Concha Ballester.
• I have known Concha for years, since 2014.
• I sold her a guitar before I left Dénia in 2016, and she used to come to the Orfeo de Dénia choir with Klara Sarkadi from time to time.
• Elvira and Lucía are both in the choir class.

Students bullying teachers at the request of other teachers

• Throughout the year, Lucía bullies Concha in choir class; sarcastic comments, dirty looks to the rest of the class, etc.
• It’s very embarrassing and I notice some of the other students are really angry and bored with this.
• It’s obvious Domingo is instructing Lucía to bully Concha. Why is anyone’s guess.
• Is it because Concha is the go-to person for any students experiencing sexual or grooming abuses from teachers, as she will reveal to me when I reach out to her in July 2023?

Concha’s friend

• Concha is friendly with a male teacher; fair skin, grey and balding, I’m not sure what his instrument was.
• He pops his nose in from time to time, and they’re obviously good friends.
• I start to see him regularly on my walk into the conservatory from my home, or back, outside Mercadona round the corner from my house.
• Sometimes he is just sitting on the kerb.
• It’s weird.

Chamber music

• This class is where I accompany a soloist.
• I have been designated a trumpet student: Pablo, a 14 year old boy.
• There is no teacher assigned to this class in September.
• There will be no teacher assigned to this class until the end of November.
• This is extremely unusual as the Generalitat has an over abundance of music teachers available at all times.

My Favorite Things

• Nevertheless, I come in every Monday evening to practice accompanying an invisible soloist.
• I had thought Pablo might come in anyway, but he didn’t.
• At that time, I was obsessed with John Coltrane’s My Favorite Things.

• I had been listening to it in the mountains, along with all the rave music.
• The piano part is exceptional and I’ve always wanted to play it.
• I download the music and study it.
• I didn’t have to transpose the trumpet part when I downloaded it for us to play in January or February 2023, which is curious perhaps.
• As I’m writing this in August 2025, I look back and find my obsession with this piece even more curious, for reasons I won’t go into.

Domingo’s little group of youngsters

• Occasionally, I see Domingo around the conservatory and sometimes in the town.
• He’s always with his little group of youngsters, Elvira and Lucía, and Samuel, a man in his 20s.
• It’s cliquey, at best, but extremely weird.
• I remain concerned for the safety of Domingo’s female students.