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November 2025

Hip/groin injury starts paining me

  • I’m campaigning for a local election with Reform.
  • Myself and another woman who is now standing somewhere in Barnet for Reform - I’m assuming agent now as, since I survived poisoning in July, I’m not allowed anywhere without them - are going house to house in Hendon talking to people and delivering leaflets.
  • I’ve been walking all day - apart from a few hours when I had a hairdresser appointment scheduled.
  • I’m perhaps starting to limp a bit, or I maybe mentioned a pain coming on.
  • The woman I’m with starts to walk really, really slowly.
  • There’s no reason why she would do that.
  • We were racing around at the beginning of the day.
  • I’m wondering if she was told to slow down by someone who knew I had stitches in my groin region and had heard I was complaining about feeling pain.
  • This is the same stich which will snap and crunch at FitKoh in December after just a couple of paces jogging - I expect after another incision in the same place in Bangkok or Samui.
  • She also wanted to know what had been going on with me, and I told her, and she did not react normally - no shock or upset that I have suffered so many sexual attacks, that they centred on a public school attended by hundreds of children, that the children are also targets, and nobody has done a thing about it - so I’m pretty sure she’s an agent.
  • Was this a kind of… oh well, if you’ve experienced all that you’re not fit to be the mother of your own children, but we’ll definitely need to steal your eggs anyway… it’s even worse than the rape, do they realize that?
  • Although, I do wonder if it was more to do with trying to find out why the Americans were so interested in me, having not been told, and how that might have anything to with my health.
  • There’s no way anyone knew about the eggs; cos A, it’s crazy and B it’s utterly appalling, like Mengele business.

Haircut disaster on the same day

  • I had had a long break from walking that day when I went to the hairdresser - if you’re thinking I might have tired myself out or something.
  • And don’t forget I was walking full 12 hour days in the Pyrenees not long before.
  • In total that day I was probably out walking, and standing, and talking for about 6/7 hours no more and a good deal of standing.
  • The hairdresser mullered my hair, and I mean on purpose he gave me the worst haircut in the world.
  • It’s nearly a year later (time of writing September 2026) and hair is still uneven on the sides of my head.
  • I had written about this already as an aside to a similarly disastrous (but quite stylish) haircut in Bangkok the year before.

Suicide content on my @JackChardwood account post finding out about my dad

  • You may remember in January 2024, my @JackChardwood X feed went from one content type to another, literally over night.
  • This also happened with my @1frgvn account repeatedly, but not so starkly; the account has much more activity anyway.
  • Nevertheless, I would notice sudden excessive and inexplicable porn content on both timelines on a regular basis, often during the evenings.
  • On these occasions, the only accounts posting anything else on my timeline seemed to be aggressive stalker fake-accounts; her flying monkeys, as it were.
  • Clearly, the social media feeds on a device’s hacked browser can be 100% manipulated, and the manipulation can take multiple forms.
  • I can practically see a bunch of criminal stalker apps targeting each social media platform; now probably rolled into one single application that criminal gangs use.
  • Hacking a device is pretty easy, and young boys studying CS do it all the time; making sure the girls never find out how it works.
  • After accessing a device, and jumping into an open session as owner, manipulating everything the true owner sees must be very easy.
  • However, it’s one thing a youngster doing it with a simple hacker application, it’s quite another to have access to these AI-based process-heavy highly professional distributed applications that bypass safeguarding censorship completely.
  • It also appears that X (the only platform I’m familiar with) has some leaky code on the backend which allows criminals to tweak the algorithm for targeted users. Sounds like an inside job.
  • Criminals must prompt the application to post the triggering content required.
  • Here’s an idea of how prompts like these might read:
    • Animated, non-hostile porn with fellatio and post-coitus bliss ensuring man is [add particular size, shape, coloring] and woman is [add here].
    • Insipid Indian self-help bro content.
    • Wild out-there hallucinogen-type content from space bros.
    • Cat posts with messages that read like a true romance; with 5% of those posts having a random threat towards a female user.
    • Violent porn with aggression and threat towards a viewer we assume is female.
    • Subtle sexual grooming content for [add gender and age] who likes animals.
    • Show target biblical posts only. (I rather like this one).
    • Etc.
  • Once prompted, the target’s timeline changes completely.
  • It’s very clever, quite obvious too, unless you’re a kid, I guess.
  • A smart target might notice and wonder what was going on.
  • There may be adjustable subtlety levels; I suspect the less obvious it is the more powerful hold it has.
  • If you happen to be able to drug a target at the same time, or perhaps know that they’re a pothead or similar, then this triggering mechanism will have even more potency.
  • So, why am I mentioning this here?
  • Well, since I remembered the anal fissure I noticed when my dad visited me in 2015 about two weeks ago, my @JackChardwood account has undergone another of these transformations.
  • Suicide content. A bunch of tweets about suicide from accounts as far from my graph as you can imagine, hiding in amongst everything else. Something I’ve never ever seen before.

Suicide content

  • I take this as confirmation from the criminal porn gangs of Dénia that, just like Alicia said about Bali, the worst thing in the world happened.
  • The townsfolk and one other were the only ones who knew the real reason I became suicidally depressed in 2015; perhaps they’re hoping for a bit of that again.
  • Sorry-not-sorry folks. Not going to happen.
  • Furthermore, this suicide content on my feed I have never seen before supports my suspicion that Lorraine Blackbourn, and others in the area and at the conservatory, may have been manipulated online into committing suicide.
  • Another view of some of the less unpleasant of these changes in content is that someone was/is doing a bit of show-and-tell for my benefit.
  • Thank you, whoever you are. It has helped enormously.
  • But seriously, you should all be done for mass murder and mass attempted murder.
  • Today, time of writing, I believe the suicide manipulation content is run by the Americans too.

BAU at the conservatory

  • Today, it is business as usual at the conservatory.

Conservatory BAU

Flight from Heathrow to Bangkok

  • Agents, everywhere.
  • One sitting at the end of my row, leaving a space in the middle.
  • He’s dressed like a CIA man.
  • One I meet outside the toilet when my stomach starts relaxing over India - a Brit, Mark, partner of another Brit I meet at FitKoh who tells me she works as air crew - after resigning from the Metropolitan police - and they both make a bit of extra money doing secret service shifts.
  • Israeli agents - always bald and mean looking - I guess that’s the American definition.
  • And then a criminal gang member even, just to spice things up.
  • Incredible.
  • It felt like protection at the time cos I was still believing the lie about the Lopez Cano’s - like the whole darned world it seems - but I wonder if it was, rather, declaration of ownership.
  • I guess that’s what they wanted me to think.
  • Protection, for me, always makes a nice change.
  • I was wrong about protection though. Very wrong.

Anantara

  • I’ve left earlier than planned so I stay at the Anantara for a bit.
  • Agents, everywhere.
  • They even set up a squirrel lookalike at the pool, which upset me and made me hopeful at the same time.
  • At the cafe they were serving a dessert called: I love you strawberry much.

Holly Hunter in yoga class

  • A Holly Hunter lookalike turns up to yoga.
  • This is significant because I have started saying; every last one of them on X regarding the criminal porn gang members of Spain and the UK.
  • I tweet about it later on.
  • There’s a reply back; liar, to make me think the criminals gangs are listening and are replying.
  • They’re not. It’s the mousses keeping the lie and the distraction going.

Staying next to the American Embassy in Bangkok

  • I stay for about 10 days in a lovely hotel right beside the embassy, booked online, of course, and in advance.
  • I feel a little safer, a little bit looked-after shall we say.
  • There are discrepancies but nevertheless it’s somewhat comforting after trudging many circles of seemingly endless criminal hell.
  • On the room service menu there seems to be only pages and pages of Caesar salad on offer. Very amusing.
  • I get a wound on my left groin which doesn’t behave like a normal boil. In fact, if I had been pierced there, it would be problematic because that was a boil area and so I used skin-thinning cream on it.
  • This wound reopens in July 2026.

Every last one of them

  • I’m walking to Terminal 21 through the walkways over the roads.
  • A woman (American spy dress) brushes past me on her mobile saying, yes, we’re gonna get every last one of them.
  • I’d like to say that because all this was hint, never formal, never open, I struggled to accept any of it.
  • But, because I had no-one to talk to, I was totally isolated - as per design - I couldn’t actually do or say anything about it either apart from ranting on X which is unactionable, as they’re well aware.
  • So I had to wait.
  • Until I knew.
  • And I expect they never believed I’d get here.

Google Analytics suddenly showing activity

  • They set it up so that I’m seeing a lot of activity on my Google Analytics for the website whenever I make updates.
  • This goes on till April 2026 when it completely stops; it’s shut down.
  • It confirms my suspicions that someone (the Americans) wants me to think people are reading my content, when they’re not at all.

India - a bridge collapses

  • At the end of the month, beginning of December, I visit Gujurat from Bangkok for jyotirlinga pilgrimage.
  • On the way back from Ahmadabad to BKK, there is a “team” waiting for me airside.
  • Quick aside: every time I fly now there are agents assigned to sit with me. However, this is a particularly unusual team.
  • Three “very” Jewish looking American men are shepherded by a couple of Indian officials.
  • I’m sitting in the front pretty much alone (the first few rows are clear apart from me, the plane is full from about row 4 back, and there is one Indian official woman sitting directly in front of me).
  • These three get on and they’re mucking around and being quite funny, I mean they’re behaving like giggly children, and they’re making me laugh too, the stewardess tells them to behave, to stop mucking around.
  • Everyone stretches out to sleep (the rest of the plane is full), and they go on about the pillows endlessly.
  • When everyone’s settled down, one of them sitting behind me says: you’re safe now or things of that nature.
  • I know this is all for me and I’m expected to think it’s a rescue team.
  • They do not rescue me.
  • It is events like this (yes, there are more just like it) that make me certain, as in KNOWING certainty, of how far up India’s arse the mousses are and how this cannot include the Brits either.
  • What’s your favorite color?

The bridge of death

  • Um… what? Wait..
  • WRONG!!!!
  • Aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Steve gets really sick

  • Steve gets very sick around now - I can’t remember the date.
  • I’m attending all and every Thursday consultation during this time.
  • He loses tons of weight.
  • I have to wonder if they tested the poisoning thing out with him and it didn’t really go as planned.
  • There really is no need for that by the way. It’s not a physical thing.
  • Sigh.
  • I find out in April 2026 that after his “illness” his physician tells him he has a rare disorder which is not cancer but requires weekly chemo.
  • Are they testing his reaction to chemo?
  • What in the world are they doing to Steve?
  • Do they even know themselves?
  • I doubt it.