Hazel was tasked with murdering me by poison in 2007 by the CIA’s ACIM division (once called Shield, now Joy), and at the same time making sure to mention “Paco Sendra” (Antonio) who was a person of interest for them too.
When I didn’t die (November time), they will have suspected I was one of Christ’s followers - like the others - and they requested I be introduced to the Course which I was via Sandra (“Hazel’s” mum; real name outstanding) who took me to Trudy’s talk the following Spring.
Hazel’s attitudes/emotions towards me the night she tried to murder me were very interesting. She was angry I told her I had been sexually abused so early on because it made me more human, and she was able to relate. From that moment, her “energy”, as it were, was exactly like Tina’s in 2026 - bitterly purposeful.
Due to this early survival in 2007, it’s highly likely surgeries began early on; although perhaps it was inconceivable to even them at that time, and they started by ordering my continued and prolonged crucifixion at the hands of the porn-gangs instead.
Whose idea was it, I wonder?
I suspect the CIA may have even requested my dad and brother be brought in, just in case, as I was so special.
They may have ordered my brother’s rape too.
Criminal gangs now feeling more favorably towards me in September 2026 will certainly let us know (wolves lying down with lambs, leopards with kids, etc.). Thank you.
All this means that surgeries began much earlier than I expected, and the baby the CIA were passing around at the thermal baths in Cauterets in August 2025 - after surviving poisoning by digitalis and while eggs were being extracted while I was sedated at my holiday apartment - was mine.
The small child reached for me - I thought they were trying to see if I’d raise the alarm about the safety of a toddler who looked like she was all alone amongst a crowd of adult men and a few women, it wasn’t clear who her parents were.
I knew it was spy activity - of course, it’s not possible to guess at the true nature of their evildoing - so I did not raise the alarm. It will all be on CCTV, and double-agent footage.
This means that rhabdo on 28th January 2023 in class - incidentally Sarah Smith’s and Paul Pompeus’s birthday - was probably a murder-dose, which I survived, and they may have extracted eggs immediately.
Transforming Touch courses I was undertaking at the time where Steve would talk about “a client” which sounded like my doppelganger (but I never suspected - all on film of course) mean Steve and co. were wholly aware about what was happening to me, for years, and didn’t care. Their weird non-reactions to my personal horror further proof of that - were they involved in making those murderous and sex-offending decisions too?
Perhaps their evil suited segments of powerful CIA representatives with vile tastes in pornography - did they order it too?
Perhaps they left their surgical interest there initially to avoid raising suspicions amongst the gypsy community - but some will have known, Antonio for sure - or it’s not out of the question that I might have hundreds of children!
It seems likely the CIA had a big problem with Antonio early on - he may have recordings of the American Lockerbie bombers discussing the delay of Flight 103 - and the CIA may have murdered his daughter to keep him quiet about it.
Criminal gangs have been aware of who was behind the Lockerbie bombing for a very long time and there are suggestions that, specifically Liverpudlian for some reason, criminals have been paid off in the region of 300K for their silence about it and other matters related to it.
This is how Auggie was aware of my impending wealth; he was told about me and others by his CIA friends (possibly even via the Liverpudlian gangster I mentioned who was in prison in Amsterdam - Curtis Warren) way back in 1998/1999 - they couldn’t jail him in the UK obviously.
He never once suspected the CIA murdered Diana - some lies are even that big - but some did, especially Antonio who may also have some hacking evidence towards it or perhaps he was just suspicious that they would have tasked the Cano Lopez’s with such an “important” (for them) crime. It didn’t make sense.
And then, after the unexpected and massive reaction from the public, and then everyone heard how they didn’t get paid, he knew.
It’s curious that the police phoned my mum up about her white Fiat Uno in regards to the investigation - early hints maybe?
It’s amazing they were able to keep it quiet for so long.. except, the lie was so helpful to criminals, and in so many ways, it benefitted everyone evil (and let’s face it, who isn’t right now) to believe it, even if they probably didn’t.
Events like the fasting retreat in June 2025 - ram packed with agents and intuitive industry specialists - also probably set up surgeries (my room mates were extraordinarily weird and unpleasant, and they had made the bunk bed I wanted to sleep in very itchy so I ended up having to sleep in the middle of the room where I didn’t want to sleep - she was probably a surgeon).
Antonio may be Nakamoto which is hilarious and means we are very much the same - although he’s way smarter.
How did they know about us before we did, is my biggest question?
God, through me without my knowledge, was talking to Antonio through the books I was writing; was some of that Joy in my head too?
Have the CIA been in my head, as it were, since 1989?
Did they order Winston May and his rape-gang to target me via friends and then get it shut it down a month or so later?
Who are the 144K, and have we all reincarnated from the Ramayana to build that bridge to Lanka again?
And is the fact that Geetha, Arul, Paul, Matthew, Roseanne, and Chris Ludwick are all Sri Lankan just a coincidence?
It’s obvious that Domingo Lopez Cano and maybe Paqui Fornet too were giving instructions on the intense stalking activities and psychological torture at the conservatory:
How to arrange the classrooms (e.g. Alfonso putting the chairs in a circle one time, after a session at my house, on instruction).
What “playlist” to use.
What “words/memes” to use.
Etc.
These were things designed to upset, destabilize, weaken (at a minimum and while drugged) that I had noticed were “exactly the same” process, often content too, at Loka Yoga in Bali - like they were operating from the same official manual.
So, it will be very interesting to find out who was directing Domingo (and maybe Paqui too) and whether their instructions were coming directly from a similar live “production suite” wired up to spy-cams and audio in the music school and my house, just as was the case in Bali.
It seems highly likely given the nature of the timed sequences at the school and throughout the town, that there was a “director” overseeing everything and giving instructions at any moment, which makes one wonder if the CIA uses the town as their own personal sick playground given it’s unique status in the world of a place where literally no-one has any rights at all.
It’s easy to point to a monster and say “you dun it”… but there’s always someone pulling his strings too.
I wonder how free to do whatever they like the Lopez Cano’s really are, or - apart from foolish things like jumping up and down outside Buckingham Palace years ago - whether everything they do is on instruction too, they’re just one step down from the big bosses, as it were… and whether over the years the town has evolved into a complex CIA criminal (Bali-esque) playground supplying Epstein and co, and a million other evil things the public need to know about and QUICK!
Lord of the Flies, but with perverted murderous unseen bosses.
He will tell the truth, and he knew in 1995, because everyone knew.
We were an “item” for a short while, and we really connected well, and then someone must have told him about my rape-porn stardom, and he dropped me, utterly. It was horrible.
He tried to be kind about it, but he wouldn’t tell me the truth either.
For Christmas 1995 he bought me a book about a man who was in a coma for a long time, and memories, and things like that, very interesting.
He also made me read a book, Perfume, even more interesting.
How do I know, I was living in Lourdes in 2021, feeling really isolated, thinking about the past, and I tried to find him, again and again and again.
I’d contacted another old boyfriend Ben Webber just before about Winston May saying some horrible things to him on the phone - but he didn’t want to talk about it.
So I was trying to find Sam, I looked a lot, over a few years actually, and eventually - after a hundred goes at searching for him in a million different ways in Lourdes - they popped him up on LinkedIn, working as a toilet cleaner!
Hmmmm. Interesting, don’t you think.
He won’t lie for them.
He may well be a toilet cleaner too, nothing wrong with that. But it would be so interesting if he wasn’t, don’t you think.
He was a potential outlier, someone who knew everything, knew Matthew and what he was capable of, and who knew what had happened to me… someone who might pull me off being lured back to Denia by the Americans, and brain damage, and sedated rape-porn stardom, and all the rest of it.
His brother Joshua will also not lie. And can verify my brother’s unfortunate evil nature too.
A “little knowledge” is not dangerous except to the ego.
Sullivan would have been enough here, after my dad going on about him - and my dad goes on and on about things - right after the funeral in Januay 1989…
That would have been enough to get us all targeted for “silencing”, wouldn’t it, except Geets made 2 errors.
First, she didn’t realize they’d target all of us (me the worst), all the white girls - at least three of her close friends - and second, she didn’t count on my dad’s connections to porn (did he see me immediately in porn?, hence the snickering whenever I came home) cos something spooked her probably in.. hmm not sure maybe the winter of 1990 and she and her uncle created this whole “drama” of where she had been targeted and robbed .. and she was very keen I knew about it (the woman couldn’t talk to me without insulting me, and suddenly they’re sitting me down, telling me this whole business, carefully, making sure I hear it, all the details, bringing me along for the fix, to her uncles house, and I always thought, why are they telling me all this, they haven’t spoken to me like I’m human in months - severe PTSD time) well, it makes sense now, as does her shaking at the GE.
So it was all such a mess, and getting messier and messier, they thought up something even more evil to distract everyone from it but more importantly to threaten the country in perpetuity over it… silly woman, what was she thinking.
